Friday, June 01, 2012

 Has been a tiring and challenging week due to all the return of the results. Disappointments but oh well, im the cause of it. The only fun times: sing K and had wonderful dinner at KUNGFU PARADISE  on the 31st May. Today's 1st June, things weren't going right in the morning, but I had to just hide it and go school. Maybe its you, maybe its me. Thanks for saying that im so useless, yes, I already know, you dont have to say.(aish ,I know you dont mean it) Things aren't going right for me and all I got was 'great words of encouragements' from you.HAHAHA. Maybe im at fault too, sorry, but Im still learning and I take time to grow up.Just like what Mrs Lucy Tan says, once an impression is formed, it might be hard to change.
If failures make you think that im a failure, I'll grant your wish. (provided if im stubborn) /You can't just nag at me at this time, other times but not this. I know tht in your heart, you never give up on me since young. Thats how I made up my way from the poo换r performing P6 class to an express stream (credits to Mrs Nor for waking me up in P6, Ms Chan and my amaths teacher for continuing my interests in maths and constant encouragements, Mr Ong for stirring up my interests in bio, Mrs Veejay and Mrs Nor for bringing history alive and best Sec 1-4 classes, if not, i wouldnt have come to a JC)
I also wanna thanks a mean mushroom head maths teacher who was also my sec3 and 4 form teacher for teaching me life skills to deal with ppl like her. HAHAHA, just kidding.
Now that im here, took 3 years, my last year, will i be able to make another miracle happened? im not sure. Mid years results were scary, almost same as common test. But some told me that you cannot of compare.
Of course  I'll make every effort that I can to get my desired rank points. PW with an A grade is really a motivation. Push on? yes. Last 5 months, wht are you going to sacrifice to get what you wanted? Its the result that is created by ourselves and not others. RMB. every single distractions is not worth your time anymore. Unless, maybe attention to your loved ones.If they understand, they will go through and support you whenever you fall. Always remember that small little efforts counts.
Though my heart is still aching, ive moved on. afterall, its A's thats really matter. I believe that doing well in prelims will do well in As. Just rmb, never have the mindset of you're a loser or a failure. Keep the faith going, ppl will criticise in your actions, but then again, they are doing what you are doing. Just that they dont show. Always put your heart and mind in whatever you do (yes, i forget this for quite a while :( )Settle less than what you deserve. Friends who understands you wont disturb you from your revisions. Stay focus and you'll succeed! :D
Alrights, after what happened, i apologised, though i hate you for throwing me at home with her. (you know i dont mean what i say when im angry, ok)  I might be immuned to pain alr. hahaha, damn, not a good sign. hahaha. Mug hard for As. dont think alr, focus on theories and practices. hehehe. :D JIAYOU DARLINGS! always support one another! improve yourselves, less criticing of others, they will be hit by karma :D
Oh, guess she was right, 读多书不代俵可以隨心做你喜欢做的事, 而傷害到他人。 最重要的事,不可太高傲。

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